KICK MY GUTS IN THE GUTS

I've decided to be honest. Not very original, I know, but I watched a cliche movie last night, that touched my heart. When her problems were at their utmost horror and killing her loved ones, I had to leave the screen, which left me comparing my problems and failed promises to her situation for two hours. Every time she was faced with her problems, she would stick up her cute smile, and run like a tiger once she reached the nearest corner. I do that. When she realized she was in trouble again, she would fall back into the arms of luxury and comfort. Unfortunately she would wake up and find all the pleasures of last night to be vanished. That is what I want to stop doing.

Going for a Forest Gump at first take might be a little exaggerated - small steps are probably the best. Last night I swore I wouldn't watch more movies hiding under my sheets this week; because it has been at the cost of my school work and my sleep. My stomach was immediately worried, and it still is because I don't wan't to publish this. I want to fall back into those arms of luxury and forgetfulness, but after doing stupid, health damaging, future endarkening choices for a year, it's time i kick my guts in the guts. I need to confront this, stop being sad and start being angry (because that IS a healty feeling), and not give it a shot, but honestly keep on trying - fake it till you make it -
action over words, and get going!!

Thank you Tom Hanks for this wonderful shot.
Resolution #1: Finish one hand-in before the end of the week.